Confused. Grumpy, mostly silent and crying when michelle was here this morning. So she didnt hang around for long. Text my therapist a pathetically self hating slash pitying message. She phoned me after sending it but it was that awkward silent call when you say hello but cant hear anything. She hasnt phoned or txt since so I dont know what to think.

Id call michelle but it would be just like this morning. She cant fix me.